September 16. Matt Krueger. Matt was a hard-driving accountant. He was still a very young man when he had a close encounter of the God kind, and it changed his life forever. Here’s his story.
You can’t fight an enemy you don’t know exists, and you can’t fight a battle you don’t know you’re in.
The nurses kept coming back. The results must be wrong. They ran the tests three times. With normal cholesterol levels around 100 to 150, they couldn’t believe that healthy eighteen-year-old Matt’s was over 400. He was a candidate for coronary artery disease. For Matt, it was just business as usual … keep on drinking because life is short; party hard!
Matt was too busy getting on with life to let a medical test interrupt his wild lifestyle. He was in great shape playing sports and he just shrugged off the results and ignored God. He was having too much fun to be bothered with church and a relationship with God.
A few years later, Matt had a heart scan. So much plaque had built up in his arteries that the doctor warned him that he needed immediate surgery. He could have a heart attack or stroke at any moment. The shock overwhelmed him as he came face-to-face with his mortality. The fear of dying during surgery consumed him. What would happen; where would he go? Heaven or hell? The thoughts tormented him, and he put off the surgery.
But Matt’s fear of death began to wreak havoc on his marriage. He could only focus on himself and his wife Marina was left on the outside. She felt like she couldn’t meet his expectations. His fear was becoming a wedge between them. Where was this all headed?
In desperation Matt followed Marina’s lead and started going to church and listening to Christian radio. Finally, the fear became too much for the whole family and he scheduled the surgery. The surgeon was successful in opening up Matt’s arteries, but his fear of dying only got worse. Any pain he felt—he thought was a sign of a heart attack until one morning it finally all came to a head.
“After planting a tree, the previous day, I thought I experienced pain in my left shoulder and arm. Again, fear, anxiety, and paralysis took hold of my mind that morning. I thought this was the big one.”
This time, however, Matt’s fear turned to strength, determination, and resolve. Falling on his knees Matt gave his life to Jesus. “If this was really a heart attack, I asked Jesus to save me in the life to come, and if not, I pledged my belief in him in this life, as well.”
The pain left, and at that moment an overwhelming peace and a fighting determination welled up in Matt. He finally stood up to the bully that had been hounding him for years. “I remember in my prayer that day, literally telling the devil to go pick on someone else. I finally knew who he was, and I was finished with allowing him to torment me.”
It was no longer about Matt … it was about Jesus. His battle with the enemy’s condemnation was over. His struggle with the fear of dying ended when his knees hit the sidewalk that morning. Matt’s past life of running from God ended, and his new life in Jesus began.
Marina was the first to notice the change. “He became selfless. Matt has a heart for God and a heart to serve. He is 110 percent opposite of who he used to be.”
Today Matt and Marina have a strong marriage and family. He lives for serving Christ and sharing his testimony in word and music … standing up to the enemy and standing for Christ.
“The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance” (2 Peter 3:9 NIV).
Are you ignoring the obvious? You are in danger of living in denial, look in the mirror. You can’t fight an enemy you don’t know exists, and you can’t fight a battle you don’t know you’re in.
Copen, Lisa and Matt Krueger. “Faith Begins When Worry Ends, The Story of Matt Krueger.” Rest Ministries. April 7, 2011. http://restministries.com/blog/2011/04/07/faith-begins-when-worry-ends-the-story-of-matt-krueger/.
Krueger, Matt. Matt Krueger Music. Accessed May 7, 2020. http://mattkruegermusic.com/the-music/.
Matt Krueger: The Heart of the Matter. Christian Broadcasting Network. Accessed May 7, 2020. https://www1.cbn.com/700club/matt-krueger-heart-matter.
Story read by: Joel Carpenter
Introduction read by: Daniel Carpenter
Audio production: Joel Carpenter
Editor: Teresa Crumpton, https://authorspark.org/
Project manager: Blake Mattocks
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