February 17. Benjamin Carson. Ben grew up in Detroit (with a brief stint in Boston), and as risk-factors go, young Ben was rich with them. He was Black, in poverty, from a single-parent family, with a mother who couldn’t read and had to work multiple jobs to keep food on the table. But that hard-working woman made a habit of going to the Lord for wisdom. Under her direction, Ben overcame a ton of obstacles, became a world-famous neurosurgeon, and in 2017, became the United States Secretary of Housing and Urban Development. Here’s his story:
The power to overcome sin begins with calling it what it is: sin.
Since he was eight, Ben knew he wanted to be a doctor. And by the time he was fourteen, he had real hope for a successful career in medicine. He had pulled himself up from the bottom of the class in fifth grade and was making academic progress.
But one day, when Ben and his friend Bob were listening to some tunes, Bob made fun of what Ben was listening to and switched the radio station. It bugged Ben, and he switched it back. Not to be outdone, of course, Bob was obligated to switch it again.
Instead of laughing it off and rough-housing with his friend, Ben flew into a rage. A mind-numbing rage. He reached into his back pocket, pulled out his pocket knife, snapped it open, and, with all his strength, thrust it into Bob’s belly.
Bob’s mouth dropped open. He stared, as if appalled at Ben. He was obviously terrified.
That look on his friend’s face seemed to bring Ben back to reality, and he looked at the knife. The blade had struck Bob’s thick metal belt buckle and snapped off. There it lay on the floor next to Bob’s shoe.
Ben gaped. What had just happened?
Staring at the broken blade on the floor, he decided he must be on the verge of madness. Only crazy people tried to kill their friends! He mumbled a weak apology without daring to look Bob in the eye. And then Ben ran.
Ben ran all the way home, but he didn’t want his older brother Curtis or his mom to see him. He was glad nobody was home.
He went straight to the bathroom, locked himself in, and flopped on the tile between the bathtub and the sink—to think. He had to think about what he had done. About what it meant—about him.
He had gotten angry a few times, and he had known it was getting worse. This wasn’t the first time he had “lost it,” but it was the worst. He had thought he could handle it. He didn’t want to hide from God. But what he did want was answers. What was wrong with him? What was going on in his head? Most of all, how could he get rid of this murderous rage?
As a boy, Ben had said he believed in Jesus, but now at fourteen he didn’t understand where all this anger was coming from. It was about to ruin his life, destroy his relationships, keep him from his dream of becoming a doctor, and even land him in jail.
He prayed and pled with God for answers and deliverance from his rage. He rehearsed every angry outburst he had ever had, and tears flowed. A sense of his own sinfulness engulfed him. Deliverance seemed impossible.
Then he remembered God’s Word. He knew God had something to tell him, so he left the room to get a Bible and found verses in Proverbs, God’s book of wisdom, that spoke directly to him. One verse in particular stood out:
“He who is slow to anger is better than the mighty, and he who rules his spirit than he who takes a city” (Proverbs 16:32 NKJV).
Ben always strove to be better at everything he did—in fact he made it a personal goal in life to excel at all times. Yet, since God said to be truly better than even “the mighty,” anger must be brought under control. Ben knew the only way to do that was to surrender his anger to God. Believing only God could change him, Ben prayed that God would—and he determined he would never give another human being the power to incite his rage. Finally, he felt peace wash over him.
Is there some sin controlling you? Are you willing to own it and ask God for help? The power to overcome sin begins with calling it what it is: sin.
Carson, Ben. Gifted Hands: The Ben Carson Story. Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan, 2011.
Vaira, Douglas. “The good doctor: Dr. Benjamin Carson proves that with determination and confidence, anything is possible.” Association Management. October 1, 2003. The Free Library. https://www.thefreelibrary.com/The+good+doctor% 3A+Dr. +Benjamin+Carson+proves+that+with+determination … -a0108970281.
Andrews, Jeff. “Ben Carson to leave HUD after 2020 Election.” Affordable Housing. March 5, 2019. Curbed. https://www.curbed.com/2019/3/5/18251531/ben-carson-hud-election-2020.
Story read by Daniel Carpenter
Story written by Toni M Babcock, https://www.facebook.com/toni.babcock.1